Just return from work again. I worked 10 hours today. I'm beat. Bought back lots of bread today and just had a quarrel with my mum. Damn. She said that she and my dad are considering letting me quit my job cause its too tiring. The reason i would always give them would be that wanna buy things. But actually thats not quite true. No matter how tired i'm, working gives me a purpose in life. I used to think that life is disgustingly boring and normal. I would always wanna blend in. To live a normal life; study hard, get good education, find good jod, get married, give birth, and live a disgusting white picket fence life. But it just took a book written by Kimora Lee Simons to make me change my view on life. I refuse to be contended with 'normal'. I wanna feel some use in me living now. Not 10 years later when i geting a freaking good education but now. I did not tell my mum this reason cause i feel she would not understand and i'm really tired to explaing my actions. I have been a good enought gurl for most part of my life, obeying orders and all even if i felt that i would regret. Even if i have to juggle everthing i would have what i want in my life. What i had written may sound like a rebellious teen who knows not her mind but this is who i'm now and i'll leave regret for the future^^

I intend to charge forward with life and devil pity those who would stand in my way.

Whee~Just bought a mp3 by creative. No idea on how to use it. At all.