i know that it was ages since my last post. But man was i husseled. You see, lots of things happened. So this is a brief account of my clammy week:

1)Monday= I hadda work. Life suckz.

2)Tuesday= Supposed to meet up for chinese project but i showed up late. I mean like i sms themto ask if the meeting still on and none replied me. So i was late. Who can trust

Weichang and Cheowheng to meet for a project?! But apparently they can. Be trusted

i mean.

3)Wednesday= Nothing much happened. Uneventfull.

4)Thursday= Went for work. To my horror i found out that the main reson ah liang's going back is cause he had gotten brain tumor! I thought it was a joke but it turns out to be

true. Oh man. And whats worse is that hes flying backe the next day. The plane

leaves at around 8am but he has to be in early.

5)Friday= I woke up at 5am, board the bus at 5.45am alone to airport to send him off.

Turns out i was the only one there to send him. What has happen to mankind!

Anyway it was kinda sad. I emo for like 2 days and its school.

As i have learn, life is disgustingly fragile. One moment your up and bout, and next, you're dieing. The best way to go through life is simple actually. Be true to yourself. As Ms.Lim said today, Don't let yourself regret. Or something like that.

PS: I'm visiting that charming hairdresser tomorrow=) Goodbye moi's dearest salery~

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This post is brought to you by moi. Singing off: Magdalene Lee SinYa(Jade)

Hey ur all dudes. Last night was hell. I woke up like at 1pm to cramps. I hadda dragg myself up to get some pills. In the end, I did not went to school cause i was sleep-deprived. Horrible! For a second, i thought i had like another food poisening(all thankz to da 'kong ba'). Now here i am, bored out of my mind and theres my cousin behind me mumberling something. Ki siao. My brother's staying over at a chalat so he won't be home. Awesome! Eating gummies again.

PS: Oh chilli~ i'm so sorrrrrry. I dinnae mean to ps you. I'll make it up to you.

Oh. and on a note. I finieshed 'dou niu yao bu yao'.

I'm currently addicted to 'dou niu yao bu yao' so i'm gonna go watch it like now. So i'm just gonna post a quick post to update my pathetic life. Tommorow under my block theres gonna be a 'qia tor'. Uber sad that i can't eat chiken and seafood. I'm gonna cry, like for 5 minutes. Very sad story, love the guy. Vera vera cute. Reality suckz cause theres no like that kind of love that existed in this world or at least thats what i believe. I forgo drama again for like the second time. My virus is lke slowly healing but its still a litle itchy and theres horrible spots still on my body. Gross. Oh chilli~ muackz~ hahaaa. Peace out folks.

I'm back in da zone! I know its like a zillion years since my last post but i was lazy=.= Its a excellent time to 'dong mien' thankz to the awesome wether. Mwhaahaa. Anyway chilli~ cya at monday~ Oh and did i mention that i baked some scones like on Thurs? Its okay, really. But no ones trying it=.= Sheez. Oh anyway on Thurs i went to the polyclinic with my mum and we waited like 1 1/2 hours to finaly see the gd'ol doc. I bought some sugar-free butterscotch while awaititng thy audience with thy doc. He gave me some pills to pop for 5 days. Today's like the second day and i currently look like i voulentarily ram the gd'ol floor. I would say thats like a dozen times better then a 'ma-feng' patient. I'm currently drinking brown rice tea w/ red dates and eating a bloody chocolatey choco cake. To note: Its ALL mine'.*evil laughter* Its uber boring to stay at home... I could kill myself. On a last note, Ah liang sms me to say that he would be returning to china and hes not planning to return.(this message is to chilli)@.@

Oh~~~~

choco~lat~ty~

choco~ choco

late~ tea~

PS: i feel like eating soon kuei now.

My bro's gonna hump over at his friend's(god knows who) house. Ha. This means that the computer's all mine. Mhaahaahaa. Not going to skool tomorrow. Keep your pants on and hear me out folks. Dont' you dare think foe a second that i, a nice gurl would 'pon' skool! Moi's 'skin virus' had taken a turn for the worse. Now i look disgustingly disgusting like a 'ma feng' patient@.@ Not that i know whats that=.= Had lunch with Sihui at pizzaHut. Alvin performe a uber 'cool' show that would make UFO maniacs proud. Gonna try out a cake or biscuit recipe soon to see if i'm fit to open a pastries blogshop..

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PS. O, chilli~ that gurl'guy' is seriously groos! He/She was licking the armpit! I'm going to hybernate.

Peace out folks!

This is a conversation between me and chilli. It goes like this:

Moi: I thought i saw a puttytat(pussycat) thats you

chilli: No i'm not a pussycat

Moi: you puttytat not pussycat

chilli Arghhhh

Appears to be like eternity when i last post.

Today:

Nothing much happen during class. Had recess with Pat and lunch with SiHui. I did notwent for drama as my skin was itchinh like theres'no tomorrow. Oh Chilli~ i'm like so sorry. Did'nt go to the library with you.

Yesterday:Had lunch at Buangkok with my parents. I was suppost to be off yesterday yet halfwayoutside, my manager called and asked me to take someone's shift and work like 'now'.I was of course seriously pissed caused i was like:'I can't i'm outside, not at home!'She(manager):"If thats the case then you come home now, change and start workingat 5pm." Let me ask you folks, would you go just cause your manager thought she couldorder you around as you have a 'happy go lucky' way? This was not the first time thatit happened but mostly i would put down whatever thing i was doing and rush to work.
But this time i'm pissed.

PS: I'm really sorry darlling chilli. I'll make it up to you.

Oh and one more thing. I nearly forgot. I'm seriously considering opening a cakes and pastries blogshop with SiHui. Have to check up a few things but i think i would open one up.

(got it from the internet, not done by me haahaa)

Just return from work. Again. Ate lunch with Sihui today. Hey chilli~muackies~ Theres naruto in english at cartoon net work. Sounds really weird=.= Whee~ i wanna eat chocolate! Never mind i wanna go somewhere quiet to study tomorrow after my work. I have absolutely no idea how to continue from here=.= Unlike my 'interesting' brother, i'm very mild.*-*

Love

is a teasure

Hard to find

hard to keep

But is it everything?

Or just a-passing?

Hey hey. Cupid are you there? Lalala~

Gaia's the earth

Lilith's the moon

round thy both

yet love unfound

Have no idea what the hell i'm typing=.= I wanna sleep......

Peace out folks

I just promise chilli i would blog tonight=.= Better do it before she thinks to murder me in moi's sleep. Whee~ playing with my mp3^^ Ohhhhh~ moi's brothierrrrr just went out@-@ Today's almost the same cept that cheowheng went home today and i sat next to leonad=.= Sponguebob!!!! Peace folks Peace! Be like sponguebob.....not. As Barney goes; i love you, you love me, i love chilli.......not really. Haahaaa just joking^^

Regardless of what that brother O mine said, i do not gossip#-#

Whee~ lets not talk bout that 'apple stealer'. Going now. Peace out.

Just return from work again. I worked 10 hours today. I'm beat. Bought back lots of bread today and just had a quarrel with my mum. Damn. She said that she and my dad are considering letting me quit my job cause its too tiring. The reason i would always give them would be that wanna buy things. But actually thats not quite true. No matter how tired i'm, working gives me a purpose in life. I used to think that life is disgustingly boring and normal. I would always wanna blend in. To live a normal life; study hard, get good education, find good jod, get married, give birth, and live a disgusting white picket fence life. But it just took a book written by Kimora Lee Simons to make me change my view on life. I refuse to be contended with 'normal'. I wanna feel some use in me living now. Not 10 years later when i geting a freaking good education but now. I did not tell my mum this reason cause i feel she would not understand and i'm really tired to explaing my actions. I have been a good enought gurl for most part of my life, obeying orders and all even if i felt that i would regret. Even if i have to juggle everthing i would have what i want in my life. What i had written may sound like a rebellious teen who knows not her mind but this is who i'm now and i'll leave regret for the future^^

I intend to charge forward with life and devil pity those who would stand in my way.

Whee~Just bought a mp3 by creative. No idea on how to use it. At all.

Just return from work. Beat. My working hours were changed from 5pm-11pm. I had'a go to Topayo HUB to get some stocks. The customers refused to bulge and some stayed till 10.15pm!!! Thank goodness Ahliang and Yongxin helped out or we'll all be forced to stay till 12! Had'a work tomorrow. Thank da god that theres extra pay for tomorrow or i'll hang myself. The lunch was nice today. Cant even take a nap today, someone called at least every fifthteen minutes@.@ I ittch all over. Life suckz~ Well theres always tomorrow^^ Oh and one more thing. I quit Drama ex-co. I have no wish 'run' someone's life when i fail to 'run' my own. "Everyone has their own opinion, you can't force them to submit to your every wishes". Thats my own thinking and also the reason why i refuse to be a leader even if i had'a dissappoint others. Oh chilli~ i'm on your side~ whee~

Finally! Funny thing happened today. Thinking that i had chicken pox, i went home. The doc were like ' Its skin virus, some bas-somethink rosasea'. I was like 'whatta hell?'@.@ Anyway this virus is gonna take up to 3 months to hell, i'm s-o screwed. Oh and here's some pics from yesterday with Qingqing and chilli darling at swensons to celebrate Qingqing's birthday^^ It was really fun! Qingqing had omelette w/ cheese/mushroom filling(actually she ordered chicken/mushroom). Chilli had crayfish pasta and i had fish n/ chips. The service was quite bad, the servers(except 1) were like walking-dead. Oh chilli don't rush~ Good things are to be waited for^^

Sry folks bout the lack of posting these few days. I was like uber busy(=.=) having to work sat and sun. But don't you worry, i'm back in da game^^Gummy~~~~~!!!! vera nice. Moi's mum had just gotten a new sony enrisson hp. She deserve it! Oh not sure going out tomorrow~ But if i'm wat should i wear@.@ Whee~

Lets go back

Back to the begining

Back to where the earth start falling apart

I~don't~care~

Eating chocolate now=^.^= Vera vera nice. I wanna visit Scotland and England *-* 'They' sat with us during recess. Scared the beejebez outta me. I have no idea what to type now. so. Peace out guys!

Beat from work. It was like hell busy at Delifrance today. Got the feeling again that i'm being slighted. Damn.Well i'm working on it and that takes time. I just hope i have thae patience of a bloody saint. Its just so hard sometimes. I knew it had bacame a problem but i had avoided it till now. I refuse to be slighted. I absolutely refuse. I'm afraid that one day i would snap.

I don't need anyone to make me feel better bout myself. Going out at like 6.45pm to dine with my parents^^ I can so- take on the world. Peace out

Just came home from work. Had to travell all the way to Bishan to get stock. I'm beat. Stick a knife in me and be done. Anyway just got news from chilli that Drama's fire skit lost. Its pretty much the same in school today. Same o'l same o'l. Today's also my mum's birthday so well, happy bday to her~ Met Angela during my way home. We had a brief chat. Its pretty enlightening. Had to work tomorrow in the morning so i gointa sleep in like 15 minutes. Oh chilli~ if you're seeing this~ just wanna say i miss you~

You forsake me~

Don't expect me to want you back~

To forgive

To forget~

Perhaps someday

Perhaps sometime~

I'll try~to set side

For you in my life
But not now.

Lalala~ going ta sleep wheee~ Night night chilli~ don't let the bed bugs bite^^

I'm gonna treat this as a private diary and shut out the thought that someone could view it=.= Vera vera lame. I know i know. But it really feels weird. Moi went home early today. Scored! Except i'm feeling damn guilty over it oh and also bout psing chilli(ketchap?). Ah. Jens online...owwwwww sos Sidney...i'll have a chat with them like later^^ Moving on from boring.....is well...bo-ring.

Viva La Diva!!!

" Chica, you deserve to stand out cause you're different, neva try to blend. Evah!"

Well thats that. Stoned cause i havda work tomorrow. 6 hrs. Tomorrows my mum's actual Bday so shes heading out. Its ok cause i won't be home till 9pm. A'la checking la's friendster. Peace out!

My mums talking bout my grandda. Funny. I never thought 3 people living in a small flat would cost so much. To me, $500 would be enough..however my mum prove me wrong. Well thats that. Nothing much happened today. Went for lunch with Sihui after school at LJS. Well kinda missed having lunch with chilli. Whee~ Laddie da de da~

Hey laddie dun you die

Not till i make you mine~

Someday somehow

I'll find a way

To keep you eternity by my side~

It slipped my mind. "L' is soo uber cuteeee~! Its so like a story to have the main die in the end. Bother. Anyway im going now.

How do i start? Well toady's same o'l same o'l. Same uber active people. Munching gummies now. Nice. My brother helped me with the music yesterday night^^ Anyway im gonna go watch 'L change the world'. I mean it. Really. Nice gummies. Wondering whats happening over at Shelby's. Wish i could fly over there now. Guess theres not much to be said now. Later~

hey cupid~ gotta murder you~

gonna chop you~

hack you~

and send you to de gallow

in~pieces~

Im so freaking weird^^ Lalala going now~ really. I mean it this time....i guess=.=

This is moi's first post. Today's monday,uber boring=.= Well, at least theres a chinese novel that Geraldine lended me so its'nt all da bad. Well i look forward to watching da 'L change the world' tomorrow^^ Oh. And i ate KFC today~ 2 piece meal~ again.Well im still a novice atta blogging but i'll try to post daily! Due to my uber sucky bloggy skills, i still ha'sen figure out how to add music.But overall i kinda like this blog. No idea why but im kinda thinking bout Atilgan nowaday. Weird. I have the sudden de'javu to learn piano=.= I wanna go to Singfest! Broke. Too bad i guess. Lalala~ life's boring as hell but it appears i just have to deal with it as does everyone. Still hope to have super powers. Im thinking im freaking werid....typing random thoughts. Weird werid weird~

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Garbage are dirty

so are you

Back to moi's blog. Currently listening to Amuro Namie' Never End'. Know nothing bout japanese. Nada. Yet something bout the song attracts me. Think its da music and the tone. Makes me a li'tle sad yet kinda gives me hope. Laddie da de da. Going ta retire(sleep) soon.